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I can only imagine...

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Who is Jesus?? As I'm trying to focus my whole being on who Jesus is to me. I can not get that song 'I can only imagine' from MercyMe out of my mind. This song fills me with peace and his wonder, I think that's the right word to describe the glorious moment that surrounds my being as I listen to the song, it's like as though I'm there with him. Which in turn reminds me of a sore moment from my childhood. I know it makes no sense but it will. You see, as I contemplated who this Jesus is, especially to me. I was reminded of a particular moment in my childhood, and how he showed me he would never leave me. On this occasion God was encouraging me to open up to a particular adult and confess that I had slept with my ex. I immediately thought this is nuts, what has it got to do with her.. and to this day I don't understand why I needed to tell her, but that is Gods problem not mine. Anyway, I finally bottled up the nerve to do so, and I expected the vol...

It wasn't the first time and it won't be the last

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Trust in God.. What does this (trusting God) mean to you? What does it look like to trust someone? Let alone a being in the heavens that we can't see. You often hear Christians in times of trouble say 'trust God' and although that is some sound advice, it's not very practical when you don't know how. Trusting God isn't something that happens over night, it takes time, it's a process, a walk God takes us on so we can learn how to trust him with everything in our life. To reach a point in life where we can just say its God problem not mine; without anxiety and fear pushing through our fleshly walls into our heart and mind. I am in no way saying here I have it all together, but what I can say, is, as the walk takes place, is does get a lot easier to trust God. The best thing is, is he has so much grace, patience and mercy for us, he allows us to go at a pace we can relate to, until we get to a place we can be stretched into a deeper level of understanding ...